Oh To Be Wise Meditations

When I follow my heart and deny myself nothing. When I give into all my desires and feed on anything that comes my way. I feel strangely full of myself but I am not able maintain it. I become empty inside even though my flesh is full with desire. The heart is deceitfully wicked more than all else. It is desperately sick; Who can understand it? I really don't understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don't do it. Instead, I do what I hate. My heart grows callous over time, I need to spend more time opening my eyes and hearing with my ears the truth of Gods word. Only then will I understand the Gospel in my heart and turn to Jesus for healing. My old self was crucified in Him so that my body of sin might be rendered powerless. I am no longer a slave to sin but a child of God unto righteousness. I follow the heart of Jesus now and deny myself sinful pleasures of this world. I am full of the desires of the Lord and I want to do his will. Jesus, come and fill me with yourself, the fullness of Holy Spirit. I belong to Christ Jesus and I have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. Deny yourself nothing Lord, take all of me. Study Gal. 6:14