Proverbs of a 35 yr old man

Like Judas I ask why Lord, why waste expensive perfume? Why was your life that was a sweet fragrance crushed on the Cross? What a strange way to save the world. Like Peter, I ask why Lord, why are you going to wash my feet? My sins are filthy and my life is not worthy! Lord, you say unless you wash me with your blood I have no part with you! I need you, I love you! If this is the only way for salvation then wash not only my feet, but my hands and my head as well! On the Cross you were crushed for our transgressions, wounded because of our sins. The punishment that brought us peace was upon you and we were healed. Healed by the fragrance of Christ that was poured out from the Cross! You were a fragrant sacrificial offering to God. May my life be a Christ-like fragrance rising up to God. Thank you for the blood you shed that makes me whiter than snow. Your aroma lingers in my heart and I can't help but worship at your feet. Kissing and crying tears of joy at your feet.  

Study 1 Peter 1:18-19