Oh To Be Wise Meditations

The first push. Lord, I am afraid to fail at the expense of my pride. I am anxious knowing that I am not perfect and will make mistakes. All of the blessings you have prepared for me in Christ I see in front of me. They are a like a carrot to a horse, I want to pursue relationship with Jesus and be changed into a true child of God. But I know my heart and how weak it is to the desires of the flesh. There is so much I want to do for the Kingdom but my flesh betrays me. Maybe I need to let Holy Spirit lead and stop trying so hard to do my will. Where ever God places me or pushes me to serve his purposes I must submit. I am standing at the ledge of my faith and I see open waters ahead of me. I need the first push, come Holy Spirit move me into deeps waters! Let me not fear the free fail of my pride, you will lift me up out of the waters in humility to breathe spirit and life. In due time I will rise to the occasion, to the moment God has for me. The first push is what I need Lord, I want to hold on to the boat and not walk on water to Christ. Living righteous for him is like walking on water, impossible with man but possible with God. Meditate Is. 41:10

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