Proverbs of a 36 yr old man

You just need time. Time to let the glue of grace settle in your heart. Time for your mind to slowly assimilate into the things of God. No need for fools to rush in and trample costly wet paint. Stop

rushing what is not fully developed.  Stop forcing what has not been fully tested. You need trial and error to make it perfectly fit. God is making all things beautiful in his time. Give it time and you will see what is broken will be mended. What is an open wound will be healed. Yes, with your own eyes you will see your faith made whole. You just need time. Time to rest in the Presence of God and be supernaturally transformed into the image of Christ. 

Study Eccls. 3:11

https://biblehub.com/ecclesiastes/3-11.htm