Proverbs of a 36 yr old man

The very fact that you are still alive proves that God is not dealing with you according to strict justice. Every moment your alive is another instant of Gods omnipotent long suffering. It is the sacrifice of Christ that keeps us from being destroyed by sin and death. We are like barren trees that are spared from the axe of justice. Jesus, the great Dresser of the vineyard intercedes for us and says, let it alone give it another year to grow. He is patient loving and kind, wanting no one to perish. His blood has been shed for the remission of our sins, will we bear fruit for the Kingdom? See how our Heavenly Father bears with you. He is ready to hear your prayer and accept your confession of sins. He wants to honor your faith and save you from your sins.The barren tree will eventually wither away even before the axe of judgment. But the fruit of the righteous is a tree of life; and he who plucks that life is wise.

Study Ps. 52:8 https://biblehub.com/psalms/52-8.htm