Proverbs of a 37 yr old man

I wanna live oh LORD. I want to experience your power over sin now in this life. I want to lead others to Christ and show them the spiritual fruit that I have because of you. I want to truly live and live a long life that brings you glory. To live in abundance and not in need, having more than enough in you. Let me see all out joy in my life. The joy of seeing miraculous healing in someone! Or the full restoration of the innocent. I don't want to die, but I do want to die to myself. And actually live in freedom and have your peace. I want to grow in knowledge and have true wisdom. Learn skills and hone a craft to use it for your glory. When I do get older in age I want to be like Caleb with all my strength within me. Having vigor for life with a strong faith that moves mountains. I wanna see things grow. To see babies grow to maturity, projects be completed, and blessings bear there righteous fruit. There are two things, Lord, I want you to do for me before I die. Make me absolutely honest and don't let me be too poor or too rich. Give me just what I need. If I have too much to eat, I might forget about you; if I don't have enough, I might steal and disgrace your name. I wanna truly live! This because I know Him who is life eternal. Jesus your the renewed life within me, I want to live for you. Christ died for all of us. He died so we would no longer live for ourselves, but for the one who died and was raised to life for us.

Study Joshua 14:11

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