Proverbs of a 37 yr old man
Regaining my strength. I awoke out of my sinful slumber and thought, I'll go out as before and shake myself free." But I did not know that the LORD had left me. The Spirit had striven with me as long as He could, but God knew I needed a new heart. I needed new eyes to see the truth of Gods word. The enemy seized me and gouged the eyes of my heart out. Everything I sinfully held on to stole my sight away from Christ. I was bound with bronze shackles of guilt and shame, falling into a spiritual prison as I grinded my sorrow to a pulp. But the LORD never forgot about me. He was restoring his strength within me. I was regaining moral strength to my eyes of faith everyday. What the enemy had shaved off God in Christ was growing back through relationship with Him. Though the consequences of my sins humbled me bringing me to this hellos prison. Jesus is working in me to come out of my sins and walk into his marvelous Light! All the things that have ruined my life, especially the evil principalities and powers who want to kill steal and destroy me. Through The Cross of Jesus, I am being given the opportunity to have victory over my sins as I continue to walk in faith. The enemy thinks he has me in bondage for life sneering at my confidence in God. But only God knows the heart, and I have secretly been in prayer and study regaining strength and vision for my life. The enemy loves to bring me to the place of vomit where I usually indulge in my sinful pleasures. He leaves me to stand alone in sin and temptation, but this time I am leaning on two pillars which is Christ's arms giving me strength to have victory over sin. Yes, the Spirit of Christ lets me feel the support in my inner man, giving me what I need to triumph over the enemies of my soul. I pray, please God, strengthen me just once more, let me with one blow avenge and take back everything the enemy has stolen. My pride, my dignity, my family, my money, my health. Sin has stolen so much from me, please restore to me the joy of my salvation! Bracing myself against the enemy, my right hand on the one and my left hand on the other, LORD I will carry my cross and die daily for you, please destroy the power of the devil over my life! God is faithful to his word, the pillars of Christ arms caved in on the enemies plans over my life. Jesus death on the Cross tore the temples veil in two giving full access to God. The earth shook and the rocks were split. The plans of the enemy were smashed by the power of the Cross! Because of the blood of Jesus we can now confidently go into the holy place. by a new way that leads to life! And this way takes us through the curtain that is Christ himself. Look, I see two pillars for you to lean on, go find strength in the LORD. Jesus will give you victory over sins destruction in your life. As well as crush the plans of the devil he has over your life. Praise God he has regained my strength! Everyone who wins the victory will be made into a pillar in the temple of my God, and they will stay there forever. I will write on each of them the name of my God and the name of his city. It is the new Jerusalem my God will send down from heaven. I will also write on them my own new name.
Study 1 John 3:8