Proverbs of a 36 yr old man
God does not measure spiritual fruit by its beauty or by the amount. He measures it by the weight of personal sacrifice. Those who deny themselves, pick up their crosses and follow Christ, they have abundant fruit for the Kingdom. May you always be filled with the fruit of your salvation, the righteous character produced in your life by Jesus Christ, for this will bring much glory and praise to God. Surely fruit is for the righteous: Surely there is a God judging in the earth!
Study Romans 7:4
https://biblehub.com/romans/7-4.